True North - Who We Are Before We Die lyrics

Every time when I see you Hear your name or think of who Lives their life with all new views This valley's deep and toxic too Just like the calls and stupid texts It's like you don't even attest To putting me on top your shelf k**ing what we had yourself Not to blame it all on you I k**ed as much as you seemed to I want a love with mutual grounds But you're still nowhere to be found Held on too long Thinking about all that has gone wrong, be strong No longer your pawn Forgive me for leaving, the lies I've been weaving For the first time, I'm seeing through your eyes And I'm so tired of dreaming, and waking up screaming This is who we are before we die If I made up all these lies See myself in this disguise I wonder if I would still try To write this or be the good guy I'd show my anger with a pen Scream these words at you again While you sit there with a grin Knowing this could be my end Forgive me for leaving, the lies I've been weaving For the first time, I'm seeing through your eyes And I'm so tired of dreaming, and waking up screaming This is who we are before we die Help us find our way back To the sky where we lie When we lost it What it cost us