[Verse 1] It's been six years In another five will I be fine? Will I have a child who has your eyes, your smile, your laugh? Will they be a track to the past? Playing the traits of you I haven't seen in a while Though I carry them inside [Chorus] This is how I keep you alive This is how I keep you alive This is how I keep you alive You're a ghost inside [Verse 2] The fall of 2015 was the longest I remember in my history It's like all the bad weather had someone else to bother My hands didn't hurt My lungs weren't cold And I came to terms with growing old Discovered happy is something I can choose whenever I want to [Chorus] This is how I keep you alive This is how I keep you alive This is how I keep you alive You're a ghost inside [Chorus] This is how I keep you alive This is how I keep you alive This is how I keep you alive You're a ghost inside