Troy Ave - The Appointment Interlude lyrics

When I got the news I kinda already knew Because of the morning sickness and the pain on my left side has shifted I tried to ignore all the signs of fertility Only focus on how was gonna face this humility Something told me to pray but instead I called the clinic I had to contact a medic so many thoughts in my head were spinning With no respect for the life in me, I scheduled to have it k**ed Then I thought to myself, damn I should've used that 72 hours pill Knowing that this is labeled wrong I still felt I was doing what I have to Justifying my decision making by Ignoring that this is a real life I'm taking I told myself "it's the first trimester there's no form yet it's not that bad" It's too soon to even tell this dude he was about to be a dad So I went to bed that night with all those thoughts on my mind Tryin to hold on to whatever peace I can find And I had a dream that night and the child began to speak sponsored links He said "there are certain things I have to say to you before you get rid of me First of all I would've loved to play the piano and I wanted to teach There are also other things I would've done to make you proud You see, it's hurts me that you would just throw me away I never even asked to be, well I did ask God to send me to a person who would take good care of me But I never thought I'd reach that place and then be cut up and flushed Instead of this boodoo therefor I've been sentenced that Rather your warm love and touch I was looking forward to live life to the fullest and enjoyin every single portion So mommy please wherever you do don't go doing this abortion I promise to be good I won't ask for toys and at bed time I go straight to sleep Just promise me mommy in the morning you cancel that appointment to let them k** me"