Troubled Hubble - Finding Pa**ion lyrics

It takes a lot of money to look this cheap It takes a lot of time to lose this much sleep It takes a lot of help to get to this point in your life Where you smile and say, "Oh well" The bigger they come, the harder they fall Feeling so fine, coming so small It's me and my head, it's us against them In this life where things are destined to end And now that your home for the holidays Will you finally settle down? Things will well up, then explode If you don't let them out It takes a lot of hurt to feel so good When you're finally there You see all you should have felt all along And you'll finally see what you're doing wrong Life can go on without me Make your plans accordingly Plan to be great Plan to succeed Plan to live your life full and be happy The bigger they come, the harder they fall Feeling so fine, coming so small It's me and my head, it's us against them In this life where things are destined to end And now that your home for the holidays Will you finally settle down? And everything comes down for a reason There's reason, it's all coming down now Soon you'll see you know as much as anyone... Anyone around Soon you'll see you don't know your big swollen heart From a hole in the ground But look what you found Your smile's a seed Planting love in everyone you see But don't turn around No, don't turn around Cause you're not lost Unless you want to be found And this is how I had to die With a gun in one hand And the other a fist full of sky Yes, this is my plan That prevents me from wasting my life With one fatal blow gravity goes goodbye I have finally found the meaning of life It's been screaming so loud I swore it was a sign The sign's been so clear I thought I lost my mind I quit while I was ahead And just miserably behind Cause the nightmare of life Started to feel just right And the ocean of pain That swims in my brain Made me know it was time