Trophy Scars - Never Born lyrics

I see you all at my funeral I smell the lilacs in June Jamie orates my eulogy I really like his new suit All these dudes in all these suits All these girls who pretend to know me My parents, my sisters, my brother Just stare as I sleep I'm not leaving in sadness I'm not leaving at all I've been here forever And not a second too long Don't let me Cause I'll trick ya Don't let me see you so sad If I could take you to heaven Don't you doubt that I would But I don't save no souls I can't save my own If I knew where I was headed Think I'd already be gone Can you smell those lilacs? They got no burden to spare The gentle breath of all good things Humbling bliss unaware As I stretch out to heaven I see the place where I'm from The pretty town and its blinking lights I see the room I was born I see my friends from my childhood I smell the lilacs in June I once reveled in sadness I always gave up too soon Don't turn to darkness Don't turn your soul And if I told you we live forever Would you ever believe? I love you so much more than forever But now it's time for sleep