TripOne & oOze - Kaleidoscope lyrics

[Intro: Jordo] And it just goes, yeah And it just goes, and it just goes And it just goes on [Verse 1] Pardon me, my different ways Got me just a bit astray Like a mistake, tried to pull me out, I'm here to stay Orphan child, I've been tryna find me a place In this world, I've been tryna be great f** tryna be, I'm finna be great Living off this free housing til they send me away And yes, I'll always be lounging And it makes me feel guilty If I end up too comfortable That's the sh** that's gon k** me More desperate for a dollar Every time that they bill me To those living the same struggle Know my brothers gon feel me How long could I be in this basement? Wires hang from the ceiling My fingers go cold until I hardly could feel them The devil's getting closer I feel my back is itching I just want to pay my grandparents back for my tuition They took their hard-earned money Put it in college fund They should've kept it to themselves And got their dollars up I wish they never helped, honestly Now I'm obligated to go through something that's not for me And I'm too embarra**ed To ask for an investment in my talents Cause the sh** that I've been doing Got my future in the balance College kid, don't know if I'm staying or not Time is not a luxury, but I've wasted a lot I've seen the world's ugly face Looked straight in its eyes And learned going the safe route There ain't no surprise You could take a few shrooms Hope you're gaining the lives But this life ain't a game You either breakthrough or die So I ain't thinking the same Every time I seen a lost soul Drink through the pain I lift my chin up and say, hey [Hook: Jordo & (TripOne)] And it just goes on and on On and on, on and on, yeah And it just goes on and on [2x] (I'm high off hope, see life through a wider scope So surreal, my mind is a kaleidoscope) And it just goes on and on [Verse 2: TripOne] Shifter of the paradigm is what I'm tryna be f** living with limits, I'd rather die and be free Mama said I'm losing my mind, she's crying to me "I think you're dreaming too big", well let's find out and see I might be arrogant, at least I'm aware of it I can't let go of these goals, I cherish them But what happens if you fall flat back on your back again? That be embarra**ing You're back to square one Just because you got cash to get And whatever the f** you're doing now You're not pa**ionate And when you're old and grey They look back and they laugh at this Apparently a dying dream is f**ing hilarious I heard it from my aunt, she said "when you 50 and broke You become a slave to others just to keep you afloat" When she said that, I choked, then I figured it out As I watched another lightbulb flickering out And the wallpaper ripped, dawg I'mma change the script Gotta s** up all my pride when it's time to pay the rent Always felt that I was too good for a regular job But some sh** you gotta do if the dream is dead or alive The sh** you gotta do to survive Type of sh** you gotta do to keep breathing Sometimes I wish that money wasn't needed for our freedom But f** it man, join them if you just can't beat them And I keep on singing [Hook: Jordo & (TripOne)] And it just goes on and on On and on, on and on, yeah And it just goes on and on (2x) (I'm high off hope, see life through a wider scope So surreal, my mind is a kaleidoscope) And it just goes on and on [Skit: Grammy & (Jordo)] (Yeah) Jake, this is Grammy I just want to congratulate you I'm so proud that you made the Dean's list (And it just goes) Please keep it up I love you honey, bye bye [Outro: Jordo] And it just goes on And it just goes, yeah