Triphon - Your Poison lyrics

I'm not denying and I swear it's all right Just trust me, everything's fine I don't need your sympathy I'd rather be the one who suffers so that you'll never know But you don't know the pain you've caused me Intensifying because you know that I'm lying I don't know what to do I've let this rage build up inside me The differences between us could divide the world You know I never liked you anyways We become what we despise With all the anguish With all the suffering In sorrow we will thrive Let it end I'd rather we both die than let my enemy live No harm to me as you pump the poison in my veins This world is full of those like me Innocent and waiting for a break Have I told you all of my dreams? I bet we could make it as a pair Tonight, this suicide I've planned will k** us all What will it take to buy a few more days? I can't just throw this away I don't care if I'm selfish I'm buying time at the expense of my ever fading life So don't pretend to love me Depression creeping always waiting for me Because it has what I need I'm like an addict in withdrawal There is no reason in looking ahead when all you see is d**h So don't you try to justify my life Accept your humble fate With all the anguish With all the suffering Let the scars remind you why it's not too late Let it end I swear this plague will be The end of me Letting go of all I know Let's fake this while we can