Treehouses - You Spilt Beer On My Canvas lyrics

I wish I could draw or paint I wish I could express what I'm trying to say So indescribable my words stifle to find their own meaning and attempt to fit into these molds Like square pegs the way I see your face contort Misshapen by misunderstanding Inexplicable and undeniable I'm not like you I thought I was but I've realised slowly a creeping suspicion of you and I making me doubt my preconceptions When I sit and look out over the ocean, I don't see the waves crashing I don't see the deep blue fear any more What I see is a warm home, a safe home Like I never had, like I've never seen before I hope you remember that everyone has scars Some in our heads And some in our arms, I have both We have both We can't let that stop us, we won't I'm not perfect, none of us are We all have scars If I have to spend one more day questioning Wondering what the plan is and what i'm doing here Then I think I'll go crazier than the voices in my head tell me I am If there was any sense to be made from those vague ramblings and questions of whether or not someone like you exists, then I'd like to know Because it's not like my life means less without you, it's more like my life means nothing without you And I'm more worried about whether I'll find you than whether I'll wake up tomorrow And I think it's all a lie Anything I find myself writing late at night should be both immature and badly thought out It's as if someone deliberately forged my own thought process Parodying my inability to form coherent thought and sentences I thought you'd be able to see through it But evidently not It's clear to me, however, that my attraction to you is stronger than I once thought My ability to rule you from my mind and my ability to forget you are gone Evidently gone It's through this, however, that I am able to understand something much more important about myself and indeed about you I'm not like you