I sometimes feel like the days are bleeding into one another Like when I try to breathe all I really inhale is smoke and it's disappearing into someone else's mouth When I walk the beach at night and see the ocean, it's like I'm looking upon an old friend for the first time There's a sense of knowing, and a sense of unknowing A sense of being surrounded and being alone, both at the same time Not unlike the feeling I get when you leave me, or when I see your face again Because you alone can destroy me just fine You alone can destroy me just fine If there's a world Where I should be with you This is not the one If there's a time Where you and i would work This is not the one It isn't worth knowing life without the feeling you give me, when you want to There are only three people I truly trust in this world, and two of them are you I used to think being with you was all I'd ever want, all I ever wanted And that there was no way this could happen But I find myself wondering why I get up everyday And why you're still there beside me Why you're still there beside me Why you're still there beside me Why you're still there beside me Why you're... I can still hear the ringing in my ears Your face is burned in to the back of my eyelids Even if I wanted to forget you I couldn't, I couldn't I use to thinkIi could read your mind That I could see you for who you really are, and you could see me But now I know that i was losing my mind, and that I still am And there's nothing you or I could do, can do, to change that Or anything else that happened