Tree - Real lyrics

I walk alone through the valley of d**h yet Never for a moment do I second guess I can't afford to live in doubt Faith in myself if nothing else Some things I'll never forget I refuse to lose my life to regret I've paid for the mistakes I've made I've lived to pay my debts To live and learn my life returned I don't really care about the bridges burned Walked those burning embers That's something I'll always remember I was beginning to fear Fear I fear happiness I was beginning to fear Fear I fear Happiness I've grown so comfortable with all my anger and my madness But it keeps me running on in fear of finding my own gladness Up and down and round and round I fall back into emptiness You make me feel so damn real You make me feel what's really real Deep within my beating heart I was given a brand new start, Yeah! I was beginning to fear Fear I fear happiness I've grown so comfortable with all my anger and my madness But it keeps me running on in fear of finding my own gladness Up and down and round and round I fall back into emptiness Can you help me find my way or am I doomed to this eternal madness For I fear my only fear is that I fear my happiness