Trazz - This Is My Life lyrics

[Intro: Shady F] Yeah Boii We in the studio right now in some rappin' session with my lil boii Trazz He's about to k** the beat tell em sumthin' about your life you know what I mean? Okay, leggo [Hook] If you could look back at my life would you talk about me? If you could see what I've been thru' would you do whitout me? Cus' I can't change the hands of time or re-write my story 'bout my life This is my life (life) This is my life (life) [Verse 1: Trazz] If I'm talkin' 'bout my life I tell you the truth You can't tell me sh** I decide my next move Yeah, I know I made many bad decisions I can make my own choices but I got provisions It all started with a boy who went to school He got bullied and acted like a fool He wasn't good lookin' and he wasn't strong He was at home gamin' all night long Walkin' around listenin' to music with his head down He wrote lyrics hopin' someday he's wearin' the crown I still remember how often I wanted to give up I don't know through the years I had much bad luck Talkin' bout problem I won't even start with the love It won't fit in one song and it's not what I wanna rap of Sometimes I wish I could go back and fix mistakes But that's not possible even tho' I got what it takes [Hook] If you could look back at my life would you talk about me? If you could see what I've been thru' would you do whitout me? Cus' I can't change the hands of time or re-write my story 'bout my life This is my life (life) This is my life (life) [Verse 2: Trazz] Often I have that damn feelin' that I'm useless But then I hurt someone and I notice I'm ruthless.(sh**) I'm just tryin' to make everythin' right But I f** up even more and I fight I fight for my friends even tho' I'm a bad friend Everythin' is cool well that's what I pretend Smile now, cry later that's what Pac said But it's hard to smile with all the hatered It's like I'm doin' everythin' wrong and I'm sorry Then I say I'm gonna change don't worry I've been tryin' to change but it's not that easy Just gimme a chance I know I'm uneasy Well let's say there's one girl who's special But I'm not gonna say much bout her she's just especial Yeah, my life is f**ed up and only bullsh** Even tho' we got money and I don't belong to the poorest [Hook] If you could look back at my life would you talk about me? If you could see what I've been thru' would you do whitout me? Cus' I can't change the hands of time or re-write my story 'bout my life This is my life (life) This is my life (life)