Trapped Under Ice - Evelyn lyrics

When I lost you, I lost my mind Depression spread like disease Blinded by hate I can't see a thing So I've been swinging my fists at everything In the dark No love for me Did what I could to preserve what should have been I just wanted to live my life Without disruption Escape the ways of my self destruction Its that kind of life I try to lead But there's a ghost in my brain that won't let me be Keeps haunting me No love for me Did what I could to preserve my sanity I've been looking for love In all the wrong places Dealt some dirty hands I've been dealt some dirty faces I keep looking for love In all the wrong places Keep eating from the dirty hands that feed me God knows no love for me I can't escape the things I've done Trapped under ice my brain is numb No love for me I'll find my love in the street Fighting and stealing - give me some kind of feeling Cheating and lying - find me in the street dying