Trama - Chinatown lyrics

(Intro) You may think you know what you're dealing with, but believe me you don't (you don't x3) (fade out) (Verse 1: Trama) Reflecting from the future on the days before my accomplishments In my room, all alone, in a state of unconsciousness Trying to solve my problems b**h, that got a lot of problems sh** Ain't even got a permit yet and highly any common sense (fade out) At least that's what my grandma said, my pants were always sagging That made her mad as f**, I said why does it even matter? Why does it even matter?, Just leave my style alone I twisted up my hair, my father kicked me out his home Didn't kick me out his home, metaphorically he did though Cause now the walls are closing on me slow, real slow (listen) I'm feeling the moment, the moment is tense (word) I'm wishing I knew how the story would end, or where it began Lost as f**, alone and wondering where are my friends Memories are happy, the present is a b**h So I hide inside my past to find my happiness again Yea the present is a b**h, and I didn't mean a gift Cause if it was I'd be a happy n***a f**ing it I'm chill as f**, trill as f** Can you feel my what, can you feel my flows They realer than touch, they realer than us You know that sh**, that's realer than love Cause love don't exist, cause love is a b**h Am I a pessimist?, when this life is the evidence (Hook) Cause I can't stand to talk to the people I hate Can't stand to talk to the people I like, but their all in my mind All in mind, the worst of it is when I am sleeping at night Nightmares and cold sweats, and snake bites and flickering lights Enough to have me wishing for d**h but f** that I'd be wishing for life And they listening, I swear I know they listening You might call it paranoia, but I know they listening They got my phones tapped, my walls bugged I can't talk, cause they'll steal every idea a n***a ever thought (Verse 2: Trama) Make a wish, make a wish on a shooting star Pray for an umbrella, cause when it rains it f**ing pours You can bet, Ima be, wherever my clique goes Cause when one falls, we all fall like Dominoes Vamanos, n***a keep up And if you didn't know by now, I'm talking to my past self Like damn little n***a man, you need to step your sh** up Stop b**hing bout not having it, and make it happen dumb f** I know this is trippy as what, I'm feeling so dizzy the ground is my top What the f** is up in my cup, what the f** is up in my cup n***as is wildin', Im hearing the sirens I hardly can open my eyes, my verse is so violent that's why you are crying But I can see through your disguise, n***as happen on my dick, ever since the day that I turned 6 Told this hoe to spit out my kids, unless she wants to swallow sh** This ain't Pirates of the Caribbean, what you seeing As of now I'm a plebeian, but in the future I drive European Let me keep the secrets of my future to myself, wouldn't want to spoil all the spoils of my f**ing wealth (Hook) Cause I can't stand to talk to the people I hate, can't stand to talk to the people I like But they all on my mind, all on my mind The worst of it is when I am sleeping at night, nightmares and cold sweats And snake bites and flickering lights, enough to have me wishing for d**h but f** that I'd be wishing for life And they listening, I swear I know they listening You might call it paranoia, but I know they listening They got my phones tapped, my walls bugged I can't talk, cause they'll steal every idea a n***a ever thought (Chinatown x3) (Fade out)