$trainer - Bay 2 Sac lyrics

(Verse 1) Fake smiles through a childrens life If I'm considered still a child Walking around- this neighborhood With a basketball though I cannot ball I just do it to relieve the stress they always caused in me because it always costed me a little drop in tears Well that's exactly what I felt when I grew up without a father and mother For a year until she came back from southern The people with me back then was a brotha and uncle Who would roll up on them s**as when they had a bad comment Mountain view was a like a vivid view I had to view or else I would be stuck confused In a cavern or something writing raps about TU Nah not to you I mean I left mountain view at the age of 11, so I guess that I'd start the melody when I reach the seventh Grade at the age I found your mom taking depressants, nevertheless you young girl was the best she had until you started lacking, that's when I started packing to sac and Hopefully you became a better girl You liked taking risks, so I hope you stayed in church And got rid of ours sins Yeah hopefully the lust we had got rid of your skin Yee,.... Yee.... Yeee... Yeee.. (Verse 2) Vmmmm vmmmm In that all white windstar Everything all in that windstar and Uhaul we had to live up Emotional thoughts? no! Emotional thots But its alright, because I had to get rid of these thots, When we moved to northern California and start my shot I swear this like a movie with the lights shut out When I try to sleep with that loud crowd- family members That I would die for no doubt We land in 6th grade, a lot of b**hes really like to see twins , Yeah that's back when I had my hair in a flip When I had to slip On a n***a for the first time no kid Then promoted out elementary We reached twenty Eleven Who coulda knew, that The n***a they used to not give a f** about turn oh so relevant? I'm feeling it, you failing it In healing it , you're delicate I got a dream I'm stranded but imma go up and levitate (Verse 3) I write this one to the ones that I met But don't connect with yall because of this Yall may be thinking we f**s with yall But me and my n***as don't a**ociate with you We eliminate the issues We dont say bless you; go get to tissue Fore' you get the rest sick, I'm sitting patiently waiting To explode because I ain't popping My exes be boppin And I'm just worried bout my album dropping It's just that simple dont get me wrong bruh I'm really trapped, I'm in a cell That's why when I come out at night I be takin it real I know It's gon' be hard to succeed if there ain't up and downs like a hill It's like you can't achieve a goal without having to fail I trust and believe myself I have dreams of me having some mills Lil, n***a slept as a child Now its time to make my momma proud I know I hurt ya' when you found out I got caught with zips at school because you wouldn't give me allowance So I sold tree during school but I had to keep it low because i ain't really had reliance Try to understand I just wanted to green shine I'm currently hiding in a dark displeasure I'm tired of hearing n***as & b**hes, giving me these lectures I just can't be that affectionate.. I said I can't be that affectionate... Yee yee yee