Trails Of Anguish - Laments Of Martyrised Innocence lyrics

I witnessed blissful revelations, and succumbed in desolation Each days empowered by nightmarish deceptions Seeking retribution in the lowest of lifeform Breathing hazardous clouds of decrepitude Oh it hurts, those piercing adumbrations of shadowrealms Plunged my conceptions in total disharmony I've seen brighter days... Whispers of inverted splendor Ttearing my sanity apart Choked cruelly and tortured by forlorn purity Scarred and lacerated Weaping my life, head's down Violated by darkness of my thoughts, left unsane Bleeding the pain of thousand sins, I'm drowning... Bestruck by fear of what grasped my essence Showed me shades of all illusions Cloaked and embraced by obscurity unbearable Clutching hands of those who fell by weakness Feeding on life still warm of flesh surrounding me Funeral deviance sickening my existence Staggering in corruption Blood and tears maculated deep within Roaming in hypnotic, cadaverous loneliness Cycle of inexistence Imploded and disrupted my conscience Ashamed and repulsed by my own need That cannot be appeased nor explained anyhow I've transcended d**h and reality... Enfrosted and strangled in haze I was reborn in repugnance and without compa**ion Still ablaze by mortal failure ,I drifted Toward realms of chaotic prosperity Benighted and supreme Backstabbed in hateful disdain, is how love embraced me So cold are those shivers of unearthly anguishes Driving my mind in repulsive, pa**ionless disgust Devoided of any life, I lay there drowning in my own misery d**h cleansed somehow, it adorned the chaos