Tragic - My Farewell lyrics

Farewell Rest in peace I cried my last tear Drank my last beer I Stopped livin in fear Knowin that I Man cuz its clear, that my last breath Is near I cried to the lord But the devil is the one that hears My hands down around my peers My eyes bleed blood My saliva is toxic I get no love I hold myself with my hands in my pockets Around my neck is my love lost in a locket The pain I got it For told is the insane profit Recarnation and ur hopin' no one can stop it My lungs punctured My tounge has no appitite I stay awake at nite Starin Cigarette after cigarette I light. Just hopin I will give u this knife If you promise me life Which doesn I Eternal bleedin With the gun plenched This is my soul I The spoken word In a broken world garanteein As I slowly wither Ridin As my coffin is carried by my brother and my sister Oh this is tragic as wonderin Yea, it is There Just I never found it My farewell The silence eats away at me each day People say I need to pray but I don I need a way to find a ray of sunshine Hopefully which I will find sometime before I loose my mind A months a planet of green filth and crimes Speakin' with minds Sinkin' for designs That occupy the time Profosize, monopolize, solitize that keeps me alive My heart still beats but months ago i died I cried and i cried, and don't ever think i haven't tried I lost my pride on a just tryin Blind walkin a plank Bein Dissapointed and creation isn't what i'm doing but its what i'm sayin' Translation Cuz I got nothin' to give Uh huh Sing it girl We gotta do the song over When you don't think there's gonna be a tomorrow My Farewell I wanna feel the soul I want you to sing it with me right here uh huh My Farewell My My Farewell Nah, it ain't over yet Conclusion You're right I am a loser Full time alcohal abuser Rugged around the edges and i will never get smoother My parents told me All i do is take And i think about the sh** when i shake Cuz i realize that i'm a big mistake Displaced and soon to be traced And remember there's a disgrace And if i die The question is who'd know and realize That i'm filled with love And have a good soul I'm carin' always sharin' I get mad sometimes with nostrils flarin' Dispite what you think Its because i care I don't really care to drink or even speak I rather just be happy for one f**in' week But im far from it Into a plummet So this is my farewell Burried with depression and i couldnt get above it I do belive in god, So that people who care, Dont worry, I just realized you cant really see a future with your eyes blurry, No you can't, I And ive tried and ive tried, You gotta give up sooner or later, My Farewell, For all the people who really loved me, From day one, Good bye, I love you too, We will see eachother one day, In a better place, uh huh, uh huh, My Farewell. Tragic, Tradigy.