Tré Wes - Trials lyrics

It is wes Out here on bently ave In the middle of bel air Far from home Have i gone through all my trials yet? Am i running out of smiles yet? Is my music hard to digest? Am i using to much dialect? And why do stangers give me bad looks? Yea, am i really hard to smile at? Said they affraid to turn the heat up What, somebody show me where the dial at? I said they never call me out no (mmh mmh) Somebody show them where the dial at Im comming down, i had to take some ends So i can show where my minds at See, i've been looking for my fake friends I always wondered where they hide at And i've been lookin for success too I'll always wondered where you find that Skin softer than (?) Real pretty in the face Took you out on a date You let me end up in your place And look i know its not my place but I have a history of watching people change up And just to keep the peace, at least i didn't say much Its like the feeling in your stommach before a breakup, you know its comming Like when you best friend is upset, tryna play it off telling you was fine, but you know of something And i got problems with some close friends That type of problems that a hug fixes Still i'm feeling some is missing in me The type of feelings that a drug fixes I think my problem is that i know i'm wrong But its too late with these discussions You should see me when i'm not myself I bet you think i look disgusting And i've been feelin really bipolar I'm always looking over my shoulder I still be movin like a high-roller Like 30 states i had to fly over Make a war next to my country Thats a wall i had to climb over I still can't believe the racists And all the hate we had to rise over All the trust i had went down the drain So she ain't crying over my shoulder (noo) I had to learn how to love my life And do my thang before my life's over And i got problems with some close friends That type of problems that a hug fixes Still i'm feeling some is missing in me The type of feelings that a drug fixes I think my problem is that i know i'm wrong But its too late with these discussions You should see me when i'm not myself I bet you think i look disgusting