Toxic Mutation - The Sky lyrics

When I look up in the sky, All I see is bright blue lights. I don't think I'll sleep tonight, Because in the head I'm not right. People like to laugh and play. I question my sanity everyday. But is it me in my mind? Or is this all just one big lie? People talk, but I can't hear. That's not me in the mirror. What is going on with my brain? Pretty soon I will be insane. People move but I can't see. Is my shadow even me? I'm believe I'm depressed. Because my life is a mess. I just want to fly. Far into the sky. I don't care if I die. So please don't cry. And in the end, when I'm gone. You still be listening to this song. That is if we last that long. Hopefully we just keep going on. Will this ever go away? I don't want this feeling to stay. Because everyone could die today. And I would get blamed anyway. No more do I want to give. How many more years will I live? Do I need to medicated? Because my mind has faded. The colours are getting bright. The buildings have gained and lost height. Everyone is always in a fight. Now I finally see the light. I just want to fly. Far into the sky. I don't care if I die. So please don't cry. We all have to go someday. It will just be different ways. We all die anyways. So live life to it's fullest everyday. But we don't. I know we won't. Everyone's going to die. So stop sugar coating the lies. And to everyone who's new. That is just the truth.