Toska - Cut Me Off lyrics

[Verse 1] And I can still feel it. You've always been fearless Opening my body and swallowing up my spirit I hear, whispering a sermon in my ear It offers up a prophecy; it turns and disappears And I'm here now, blue, in your blurry field of view Caught between you and the proper thing to do Lost in turmoil, it's hot like burned oil I don't ever think my morals and my sin will call a truce I been running out of juice since you stuck me in this place You shower me in powerful feelings of disgrace I pull you in, pain every time we embrace You'd hate to take the razor-wire off around your waist I respect it. You saw me when my soul was ejected Every time I try to hand it over to you it's deflected I loathe the way you treat me like my heart is defective And you act like I don't have good intentions [Hook] Even though you make sick to my stomach I know I'm gonna see you at the bottom when I plummet We can't reach the finish, we're not going to outrun it I know I'm being swallowed by your love You can keep pretending that you hate me I know you're screaming at your feelings to erase me But all this time, you'll only find that you know I'm being swallowed by your love [Verse 2] You spin me in a circle and wrap me up in rumors Whirl around these streamers of lies under the moon And you can sit me down and tell me in my ear how much you hate me I love it when you break me down and viciously berate me And I know, you're fully aware of the way you glow And drag boys in with a poisonous undertow There isn't any telling how far I'm gonna go I'll carry you until I make it home The things you do that smite, the same that make me sick The clumsiness of lip. I'm hanging on the tip Torn between kissing you and calling you a b**h You're lying when you said you're over it But you're never over it, huh? Coming back in full You'd rather be alone than to feel vulnerable Pushing up against me when insecurities pull I know what's going on inside your skull [Hook] Even though you make sick to my stomach I know I'm gonna see you at the bottom when I plummet We can't reach the finish, we're not going to outrun it I know I'm being swallowed by your love You can keep pretending that you hate me I know you're screaming at your feelings to erase me But all this time, you'll only find that you know I'm being swallowed by your love [Verse 3] We love each other, that's why we only hate How we're really feeling is inside of what we fake I know that if you'd just shut the f** up and wait You would get what you want, you would take it If you could understand that you came at the wrong time Maybe you and i'd get a little peace of mind If you could only get it, you came at the wrong time It's not my fault. It's not my f**ing fault. It's ours [Hook] Even though you make sick to my stomach I know I'm gonna see you at the bottom when I plummet We can't reach the finish, we're not going to outrun it I know I'm being swallowed by your love You can keep pretending that you hate me I know you're screaming at your feelings to erase me But all this time, you'll only find that you know I'm being swallowed by your love [Outro] Cut me off like you want to Cut me off like you should