Tormint - Noise lyrics

I know right now It's looking rather scrawny out Still, look at them pretty skies From spring to fall no end in sight No need for me to stay inside The construct of myself, for my soul A contract, I’ve signed to keep it all To keep it all- Inside of me I stop to breath When the smile you make collides with me Making up silent indications Gets me aching way too much Can't get past it, without breaking Without making a mess of myself I know right now It's looking rather scrawny out Today seems fu*ked I’m not gonna lie, this whole things messed up I walk through seasons of this planet Looking for reasons, for my plannings I meet my demons, to find my gladness Malice and Sadness, are doxing my address Without a reason seemingly fu*king me over Taking all closure and leaving me sober With diehard pessimistic ways encased By made up thinking, that I'm doing ok I know right now it's looking rather scrawny out Tho trust me, it's really not Since it's all gotta work somehow, life's not gonna stop No need for reasons, to make it all worthwile I get that you're sad 'bout always keeping alone, I- Am certain this treason to be found on my side Is nothing to fear I think I’ll somehow make it