Toothpick - Scars For Entertainment lyrics

I thought we kissed under the blue moon How can there be six walls in a square room Hide my eyes through the glare in the window I saw you making angels in the pink snow I reached out and touched clouds it was so real Now the sheets on my bed are made of cold steel Why is it me that's not thinking in a straight line So scared I only sleep in the daytime And even then I can only close one eye I hear you walk a little slower as you go by With no shoelaces no fork and no knife I guess they don't trust me with my own life Friends of yours are friends of mine Now let's get together and have a good time Sayin' it's alright the sun still shines The earth still spins and you're still mine With your hands on your chest you take a deep breath Still afloat but you know you have to jump ship See I remember the time when we were all friends Now I can't see over the picket fence If I look straight up I see the yellow sky All this medicine makes me a mellow guy And sometimes I can feel just enough to cry And wonder why blue tears come from brown eyes 'Cause when your just wakin' up I know my days done But in the end we all came from the same sun And I'm calm but they're afraid to let me go free I'd rather live one day than die slowly I'm a collection of scars for entertainment Deep cuts and I wonder where the pain went Mom and Dad said its all for my own good Counting cards and I memorized the phone book I sent a message in a bottle but it came back I used to waste time in a pink Cadillac With faded photographs stapled to the dashboard I hang on your lips 'til the very last word