Tool - Push** (live) lyrics

We've been trying something a little different this tour. We've been looking at one of our songs from a different angle, under a different light, so we can hopefully kind of see it almost for the first time. We'd like to try that for you tonight, is that okay? We're gonna need your help though. We're gonna need your help and your permission so we need you to find a comfortable space that's not only comfortable but vulnerable. I want you to shut your eyes and go there and we'll meet you on the other side. Saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Take care not to make me enter If I do we both may disappear Saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Managed to push myself away And you as well my dear And you as well Pushed you away my dear Pushed you away Pushed you away Pushed you away my dear Ooooh...I will choke until I swallow Choke this infant here before me What are you but my reflection Who am I to judge or strike you down Who am I to judge or strike you down But you're pushing and I'm shoving you And you're pushing me and I'm shoving you. Rest your trigger on my finger Bang my head upon the fault line Better take care not to make me enter 'Cause if I do we both may disappear But you're pushing and I'm shovin' you And you're pushing me and I'm shoving you Still love me, you still love me, you still love me, you still love me You're pushing and we're shoving And you're pushing and I'm shoving And you still love me, you still love me, you still love me, you still love me You're pushing and we're shoving And I'm pushing and you're shoving And I'm slipping back into the gap again I feel alive when you touch me I feel alive when you hold me down Slipping back into Slipping back into I am somewhere I don't wanna be. Yeah Put me somewhere I don't wanna be Pushed me somewhere I don't wanna be. Seeing someplace I don't wanna see Never wanna see that place again Saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Managed to push myself away And you as well my dear Yet when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay You minimize my movement anyway I must persuade you another way Pushing, shoving, pushing, shoving, pushing me There's no love in fear Staring down the hall again Hands are on my back again Survival is my only friend Terrified of what may come Remember I'll always love you As I throw you're f**ing throne away There will be no other way There will be no other way.