Tonik - Chum Remix lyrics

Verse 1: The way i'm living now is kinda ironic Striving to be iconic and I want to grow my mind like hydroponics Spreading this f**ing music like the bubonic plague But my vision's vague, forsaken, take a look in Tonik's brain Kinda f**ed up ain't it, full of thoughts my mind is cavin That's probably why I wake and bake, chasing cake And raking scrilla, moving my family from apartments to a villa Vision can't be realer, but still isolation occurs Feeling so free, mind and soul concurs Blurring my vision, if I had a wish, I'd wish my life to be deferred My name is Gin, sinister ways just on the whim Found a glimpse of life, but the strife caused me to sin Chasin dreams, kinda seems like its slippin away Rippin the page, scratch and scribble, write a new verse Rehearse the sh**, just to find out i'ma throw it away Writer's block Hook: False accolades heart racing at a rapid pace Spitting 16's like Sistine chapel paint Artful ways with a heart full of dues to pay But I know better, won't do it in a foolish way It's foolish … It's foolish to think that Tonik's mind's on the brink Of breaking, quit faking the real from the fake Satan's disciple could be my devil's advocate If I had a wish i'd wish my f**ing life to end I'm rendering the thoughts that are rushing through me Like a Vicodin pill mixed with thoughts of pursuing This rap sh**, packing fat cigs, dealing with stress Emotional ups and downs like c**aine mixed with the sess Obsessive, that's what really defines me Rhymes crossing my mind like it's constantly rewinding Insane or not insane, my minds inane Going in circles, flirting with d**h, my minds in pain Need some paink**ers and diazepines, I am a fiend Call me what you want, in my shoes you wouldn't say the same, thing Hook