Tonedeff - Demon lyrics

[Verse 1] Anxiety Up in the morning I feel the immediate beat of my heart that is speeding up Feeding a demon that's seeking to eat at my being I get up to pee and I think of a million things that I need to achieve And the chi is depleting I'm sinking while dreaming of singing I'm brushing my teeth, and I'm seeing the bleeding My vigorous scrubbing is leaving the gums till they're bloody and beaten My stomach is screaming for something appealing to munch in the PM But what I've been dealing with really been keeping my hunger receding I want to proceed but I'm weak, and wiggin the f** out I'm freaking I'm stuck in a rut and the wheels of my brain have been peeling away in the deep of the mud And I'm eager to rush to the people to bust on the beats in the club But the meetings they come by the dozen, with none of em seeming to budge (Jesus!) There's nothing to for me to become If I'm happy to sit on my a** and imagine my team had a buzz And it's never been easy for us, and then seeing the fuss over green little f**s that the media trumps while they leave us to eat up the crumbs (Egregious) And little by little I'm chipping away at the brittle facade of my will To fulfill the ambitions I had as a child Anxiety riddled, when time is an issue - I'm bound (You will not slow me down!) I'm driven to finish the mission, no matter the prison I sit in Is mental or physical, when did this sh** go to trial? Possessed by a negative sense of denial and doubt GET OUT MY HEAD! O DEMON [Verse 2] Trial Ladies & Gentlemen, May I direct attention to gaze on the evidence That has been getting me fed up whenever presenting it Let it be known to the jury and judge of the court that I'm seeking a settlement And a conviction to put the defendant to d**h And I meant it when I said my etiquette wasn't as elegant When I'm addressing this Son of a b**h in my presence I bet if I let you reflect on elements that have been set up ahead of the Sentencing, you would agree with the sentiment - O, Demon Look at the skeleton. People, now who could you tell it is? Who do you know that could truly renew it to sediment, ruin the specimen Who in the hell be as decadent,? Part of his nature - a testament To be compelled to k** - whether he had the intent is irrelevant Who is the addict of adding the panic, until you need medicine Brutally batter executives, sicken the pitiful peasant The funeral debt is tremendous, we'll get a confession! Or better yet - 2 to a cell - if it's time and anxiety in bed together This beautiful serial k**er has managed to k** everyone on the Planet 100% of the time, And his record is perfect And I will admit that I kind of admire that sort of commitment Denying the feat - you're committing a crime with that bit of a**ertion- I'm ripping the curtain, revealing the truth and they get to observe it I'm beginning to see the effects and he's getting so nervous If our bodies regenerate why in the f** do we celebrate Dying a day at a time from the poison he' gave us when birth hit And I've had it, no matter the verdict, I'm taking the law and I'm skirting it Doing it dirty, I'm bringing the murderer down If it's sounding like I'm in a hurry, or cursing you out (You will not slow me down!) I want it so bad that I hate it, I'm breaking the barrier - racing To win everything cause I made it personal vow So either I die when I try or I throw in the towel UGH! GET OUT MY HEAD! O' DEMON [Bridge] I don't wanna wake up. I don't wake up I don't wanna wake up. Anymore I feel it when I wake up, like I just exposed a nerve Cannot shake the feeling - I left a single stone unturned I feel it when I wake up, like I just exposed a nerve Cannot shake the feeling - I left a single stone unturned [Outro] I know your relentless, you'll never stop coming to tear me to pieces You hunting me, Crushing me, running me into the ground Till I vanish when breaking the f**ing speed of sound You will not slow me down! I know that I'm living on time that I borrowed And maybe tomorrow's the day that I finally take my applause and bow I will not wake up in a panic again, starting now! GET OUT MY HEAD! O DEMON