Tone Jonez - Seduction lyrics

[Produced by Tone Jonez]​ [Intro:] Should i listen to the voice in my head or the voice in my ear?​ The things that i envision every time that woman's near Her touch is fleeting but it always be right here When i'm surrounded with this pa**ion i ain't ever thinkin' clear ​ [2x] [Verse 1:] She told me "go into this room and they won't ever know about it Give me all you got Til the clock stop Baby, don't worry you know we just messin around," and I'm Engulfed, surrounded, mesmerized, trustin' The touch of her skin, desires within, i can't help thinkin' i be lustin' I got her on the wall, arms around me Searchin' for somethin' that i can't find be- Cause it ain't enough, me and her we want more One more time, a baby might be in store I rea**ure myself by givin' everything Kissin' and wishin' for all or nothing All my chips in, but i ain't a poker face Until we outside, real life where i'd be a disgrace Double life Yours or mine Wrong or right Truth or lie Feelin alone Lookin so fine on the outside, but on the inside Man i just dont know I hate that i love you like i do Hate that the pain just feels so good Wait 'til the very last moment to Face the facts i know to be truth Livin' in pain, regret, distrust So i let it out by lettin' myself be seducted By the temptress, deceiver Convincin' myself "no i really need her" This temporary pleasure i know will lead to my destruction But everything that's in me's screamin' it wants my baby's seduction [Chorus 1:] The voice in my head or the voice in my ear?​ ​The things that i envision every time that woman's near Her touch is fleeting but it always be right here When im surrounded with this pa**ion i ain't ever thinkin' clear​ Fillin' my void, blockin' the noise Lyin', cryin', tryin' to fight this doubt inside me Emotions are toyed, seek and destroy Cheap intimacy, kissin', something's missin', I ain't happy [Verse 2:] Lustin' on her Trust and honor Empty halls Against the walls My head filled with fantasies Wantin' her flailed on me Im tryna rebel the Way i want to feel free Feelin' her up and down, tryna get around The feelin' inside im distractin' myself from the fact that i felt like a joke on the inside I know that i gotta get out of these lies Start tryna get my life together But whatever I got her on me now so forget that im tethered Or enslaved Demon pullin' on my brain Tryna make me go insane Like i got no control, and this trains gonna wreck If i dont steer it direct- -ly back to the track With a backpack on the back When i go back to the chit chat, knick knack, mic mac Read between the lines But i feel fine Got a girl on each side Tryin' out local talent Thrilled like Jackson Chezzie got talent Her love surrounds me like a rapture Now lets get real, I got two girls, two hearts, two worlds In my heart i know all this wrong but i push it off like a third wheel Man i deserved to be named the Playa of the Year Such a drama king, i feasted on it, i had no fear My brain was like girls, girls, girls, s**, kissin', kissin', kissin', girls Maybe one day i'll man up, admit i'm the emptiest i've ever been, just wanna hurl Into hell [Chorus 2:] (I don't know who i am, I don't know who i am) The voice in my head or the voice in my ear?​ ​The things that i envision every time that woman's near Her touch is fleeting but it always be right here When im surrounded with this pa**ion i ain't ever thinkin' clear Fillin' my void, blockin' the noise It was all good for a while, but now it just feels so empty Emotions are toyed, seek and destroy I need more than distractions and cheap thrills to be happy [Verse 3:] What the heck's gotten into me? I used to stand for somethin' When i check for a heartbeat, i feel an empty cavity thumpin' What the heck's gotten into me? I used to have some standards I've been running for so long that i've forgotten who I am (Who am I?) Thinkin' that I wanna try again Man I give it all to Him Cause I got caught in this web like a fly Tried to look fly, I got a drive-by Done flirting with poison, i'm such a mess Broken so many hearts and lost mine completely in the process I'm so done with this fake crap, whatever true love is, I'ma search for it, I won't stop 'til I find it LET'S GO [Chorus 3:] Fillin' my void, blockin' the noise Lyin', cryin', tryin' to fight this doubt inside me Emotions are toyed, seek and destroy Cheap intimacy, kissin', something's missin', I ain't happy Fillin' my void, blockin' the noise It was all good for a while, but now it just feels so empty Emotions are toyed, seek and destroy I need more than distractions and cheap thrills to be happy [Outro/Spoken Interlude:] Seeking satisfaction in hedonistic fulfillments spun me into doubt and confusion All the time I didn't realize what I was really losin' Searching for a purpose in life without a guiding supernatural entity Left me alone and hopeless, without my identity