Tomppabeats - Isn't here lyrics

[Intro: Sample] If you don't mind, we'd like to play somethin' for ya. 1-2-3-4 [Verse 1] Came a long way from Guitar Hero mics I was growing up alone tryin' hard to decipher The meaning alongside walkin' through life With my hands on my head and my heart in a vise Or something crushing I've been on the up and up and up again Hauntin' something I don't know the name of through my ugly limbs I'm wanderin' wonderin' where did I go Wanderin' wonderin' where is my ghost If I died a long time ago where would it go 'Cause I don't feel alive in this world But I'll cope through d** and escapism All that I know, is I don't feel satisfied living alone I don't feel satisfied being myself No, I don't feel satisfied going through hell So I arose in the morning with a true hope in me Tryna bring change like the new Pope simply Never understood why my crew coped with me Until I realized they were all a few clones of me And that's fine 'long as these rap lines make me Fun dude to be around they'll still stay, see Then my fanbase doubled in a month While I slept all day, catching rest y'all'd say But, truthfully I was so stupidly sat in a state of anxiety spewing these raps From my mind to the paper, to you and then back 'Til it no longer sounded like me on the track When I listen to it, my issues had exited it Took the express from my brain to the exodus Traveled for miles on a path through my head Discovering questions and asking them [Hook] When my friends came knockin' I'm in bed I z-z-z pretend I'm dead Sayin' Atlas isn't here he's traversing his regrets No, Atlas isn't here he's reversing the effects of.. Friends come knocking I'm in bed I z-z-z pretend I'm dead Cause Atlas isn't here he's just searching for his meds No, Atlas isn't here he's obsessing over d**h [Outro] See the, the moral of the story is I- I guess that things are gonna get better, and then they're probably gonna get worse again but, in the long run the better times tend to out-weigh the worse ones. And I'm not a philosopher or, definitely not a genius of any sort. But I am a well spoken rap artist on the internet and from experience I can pretty confidently say that sh**'s gonna improve somehow so, just, do- do what you gotta do I guess you know like... Do what you gotta do. Make yourself happy. As long as it's not illegal. That's a- that's a debate for another time whatever, I'm out