Tom Schick - If I Ever Was a Child lyrics

I've never been alone Long enough to know If I ever was a child I was tied up like a boat Unbu*toned like a coat Set free for a while Well I jumped to jolt my clumsy blood While my white, green eyes Cry like a window pane Can my cold heart change Even out of spite? I slump behind my brain A haunted stain never fades I hunt for the kind of pain I can take And I cry like a window pane Can my cold heart change Over night? So I won't ever want to touch Your heart too much Or hold you too tight I slump behind my brain A haunted stain will never fade I hunt for the kind of pain I can take I never was alone Long enough to know If I ever was a child