Token - Thank God lyrics

[Intro] I got one life to live, I said "Baby, let's get high" I don't really remember too much but what I remember was puttin' [?] Yeah, yeah [Verse] I got one life to live, I said "Baby, let's get high" Six-thousand square feet, it's time to treat them like they're mine Phinny rolled the wood up, put my foot up and reclined With my baby that I almost broke up with out of pride (Yeah, I remember that day like—) I do a lot because of pride Wholesome parties gotta be the most twisted one inside It's been a fu*ked up year, I spent half on getting high Guess the more I learn about myself the more I want to hide But, my sister finally clean, thank God Momma beat cancer, thank God Dad's just had a heart attack, and big man survived I gotta remember, thank God (T, finish everything) I said don't eat enough I just told my homie 'bout it but I kept it brief enough Four hours at the gym, workers think I'm getting buff Everybody at the crib know I'm the least healthy one Don't gas me, I'm the one Hoes had me on a run, throat raspy off a blunt "Token, why the wait?" No caffeine in the cup Gotta put my brakes up, coke addict in my blood But, I'm getting wise, thank God I don't do lines, thank God My ex moved on and that sh*t affect my pride But I feel fine, thank God (I was thinkin' 'bout that day) I wanna be a gentleman but I don't got a man and sketch I don't got a grandpa left And I love my dad a lot but he ain't teach me nothing yet Teacher touched him as a kid, he won't even have sex Thank God I'm alright I was thirteen when an older homie touched me I thought if I said it out loud It'd make it seem more real than it is now to me I'm not gay, if I was gay, I would be proud to be Life is funny tho', I won't even talk to dude But he got a younger sister that my girlfriend used to fu*k with too Small world, lotta secrets in that b*tch Never talked to God, but I feel like he speaking on this b*tch Knew he hit a lot of muscle and the demons And I think life is all about balance Pink-pink-pink-pink, thank God Woo [Outro] I don't know, I think you think too much Everyone has been on both sides Some people just need to... put in more effort to find the balance