Token - Lost lyrics

*Humming vocals* [Verse 1] I was never the kid beggin' for help Always thought I could do everything better myself So I kept to myself And age 9, 10, 11 and 12 I started developing remedies for my mental health I would write a verse here and there when I was angry or sad just to clear the air But as time went on, it was weird and rare I'm frustrated, this wasn't why I appeared to bear See rap was my reason, Addictive Personality added to the fact that I lacked what I needed A sense of purpose, happiness even And the more I worked, the more support I had been receivin' Made new friends that came with the cause Stayed out of trouble everyday writing songs Eventually gained fans who were craving it all, huh And here I am contemplating it all, I'm lost [Chorus] Lost I wake up and ask where has my time gone? So I go back to sleep And because I am young, I'll do anything for the things that I love 'Cause baby I'm lost [Verse 2] And everything I got is clearly a blessin' But my life is solely music, after school I disappear in a second and I fear where I'm headed They tell me to be a kid, don't waste these years, you'll regret it But I'm caught in this damn route Of who can be the product to stand out? I might be And I'm confident hands down Nothing will happen with this unless I work the hardest I can now So someone teach me how to balance this Last week I stepped back and acted as a kid But they were opportunities I had to pa** on quick Plus I'm late for collabs and I'm lookin' like an a**hole And I'm battlin' myself, I ain't choose this match! It's summer now, I got time, but what the f** am I gon' do with that? And while I think on it, I'll look at my inboxes And see kids talkin' like "where the new music at?" I'm lost [Chorus] Lost I wake up and ask where has my time gone? So I go back to sleep And because I am young, I'll do anything for the things that I love 'Cause baby I'm lost [Verse 3] I feel out of the loop I feel like everybody's swimmin' in the fountain of youth while I'm in my house in the booth My mind's crowded with views from the past Feels like yesterday my best friend and I had biked to town to get food Now he's smokin' and he's drinkin' and he's drivin' with the same pack Who hated on me when they found out that I made raps And there's this girl that I kinda like now And I heard she's into me, but I ain't got the time to find out I'm tryna pa** and forget her Tryna not think about how many times I'm ditching dad over dinner Tryna not think about when I promised the calls to grandma Mom said it won't be long 'til she's gone What's my excuse? I'm preoccupied with this 8-inch blue baby bottle mic? And I would take a break if I didn't think about failure more than my success But I only got one life I can't afford losin' again I'm lost [Chorus] Lost I wake up and ask where has my time gone? So I go back to sleep And because I am young, I'll do anything for the things that I love 'Cause baby I'm lost [Outro] Lost I'll do anything for the things that I love But baby I'm lost Lost 'Cause I'm lost