Toiryan Milligan - Further Away lyrics

[Intro]: You see I want to get personal With my audience today Which is something I never do so Get used to this Nevermind don't get used to this Because I don't like telling my Love stories I don't love putting them in music I don't love putting it in poetry Women are just ignorant nowadays You see I met so many women in my lifetime That were just out to break me Instead of make me I guess it's just too much to put In a song But if I had to sum it up It'd go something like this Yes [Verse]: Why do I seem to make it harder For the next lady Because the rest were crazy They say the best are shady I met a lady named Daisy And I got a little lazy To tell her my hearts broken So my futures hazy Go ahead and hate me You could never understand This kind of man heartbroken Is high on demand With a bruised future Abused like my eyes are purple She's nothing like my last I've retracing circles Because my last one Said she wasn't like the last one Who acted like the last one Who acted like the past one Who turned out to be the fast one Promised to be my last one But good girls today They turn out to be the bad ones Trust me that I'm paying homage Receiving critical comments From the broken promise The pain creates bondage And they say the mans the one Who wields power But it still hurts Like I took a meteor shower All because she had the nerve To hit some curves Cheat on me with all these nerds Then she end up hurt The pa**ion in my verbs Easily balance out my verse To the next lady to hear this verse I swear I could've had it worse Emotions run small You can wear it on your curves Carry small amount of cares You fit it in your purse I'm not cold-hearted I'm what the code started Shoved an iceberg in my chest Until my heart parted And now you steady trippin' Cause I'm talking about it endin' Before you had the chance to even Let out a sentence Those moments come and go Just like a Biggie entrance I said those moments come and go Just like a Biggie entrance Yeah trust me my care is ancient Like old egyptians Don't talk about trust issues I get my monthly subscription Yeah women I'm really sorry you have to listen While you further away Just like the others that went missing It done took a couple verses And a couple of stanzas To get you up to date And to acknowledge the standard That I'm single for a reason It could change like a season But whether you love me or not It'll never stop me from breathing I love it's been awhile Since you've had a man But to put your trust in me I hope you got a backup plan So don't poke out your lips Or fill those eyes with some resentment Cause you fell for a guy Who's not down for commitment Maybe I am But I really hate deciding Because the mind and the heart Are far from colliding Take these words and write it If you really don't buy it But anything can happen Didn't David take out Goliath The last girl who broke me down Also kept me quiet From the moment that she cheated There was nothing but the silence And now you sayin' That you been prayin' And that it's true That when I kiss you I give you all the questions You know answers to You still further away Constantly drifting Holding signs at my concerts You my baby I'm lifting Story after story I missed the last fable I paint ugly pictures Like TV with bad cable Sorry that you trust me I'm sorry that you love me And steady telling your friends You put nothing above me That you met that perfect man Who steady treat you like a lady When it comes to all my friends I laugh and joke and tell them maybe I'm not a playa But you're making a mistake That Ima play you for these hoes A n***a steady giving away I love you girl I'd give a heart to make you happy Which is why I gave you mine To keep that smile pointed at me This is far from a love story This is nonfiction for these rappers Using smaller words Step up your diction The contradiction you're makin' The criticism I'm takin' To heal my heart with ridicule So I can give it to my future baby [Outro]: Like I said I don't like Putting my story in songs I don't like putting my past On a beat because it's just Too much to just sum it up But if I had to for one moment I'd do it like this Women love you man Treat them right Don't break them down Like they did me Because I'm nothing but a shattered man Dislocated from the rest Of reality around me I see love everyday I look at it as a blur And I'm not blind my vision is right Sometimes I just got to Look into myself Look deep down and understand That little boy from high school He's broken but he's looking He's searching for love I hope he finds it one day Until then see you soon