To Speak Of Wolves - Dialysis Dreams lyrics

And there was nothing I could do I was too far away from you And there was nothing I could say You had to let go any way Everyday I lose a memory I feel the pull of time A piece of me dies A bit of my life unwinds But I'll never ask why Because everyone grows and everybody dies Last night you came back to life We took your Ford for a spin You were driving You were young again Please don't decay Just stay next to me These days I'm missing you I wish You pulled through But there was nothing I could do To keep the blood rushing out of you I hope you felt the pull of it all Broke my back when I hit the wall And I can taste the sand I hope your free running wild With your dreams in my hands I remember when you lost your leg And I remember when you lost your hair And I knew I was losing you I'm always losing Could you feel your heart beat fade? Did it hurt to let go of everything? Did that bed feel like a grave? Did I ever cross your mind? I know I'm just dreaming You're never coming back No! I've got to wake up You're never coming back.