TLP - Conundrum lyrics

[Verse 1] They tell me all n***as are a**holes Well is that so? b**h has the loyalty Of you muthaf**ing corrupted minds backstab your n***as for a few g's! She'll send me naked pics But at the same time telling me she got a n***a hitting it She ain't willing to leave him for me But she's willing to do sh** behind his b-A-C K Okay Ain't gonna stress with that sh** That sh** ain't gonna help me make a cla**ic That sh** just a distraction Now to focus on my path I just wanna escape to Neverland,with Peter Pan Like get rid of all my troubling thoughts Be a kid forever,say f** my thoughts Never ending fun,I can't even dig through all these thoughts to remember the good times enough I scrape up,what I can Told myself I was never in a hurry to be a man And it was the right judgement call Ha-ha I laugh at yall You were in a hurry for this? Well this life is full of sh**! But I tend to make the best of it Constantly live in last gear tho f** cloud 9,this cloud 1,0! [Chorus] I'm just me Nothin special they agree,(f** yall) Was feeling sh** until I wrote this Now my mindset is potent [Repeated throughout] k** yall n***as...I,I,I I k** yall n***as Anything I drop's gonna leave you dead Because I'm on the highest height,cloud 10 [Verse 2] Bumping all the finer things She be sporting the n***as who could sport her in designer jeans Your life going back and forth worst than those park swings And I'm just looking for space to spread my f**ing wings Like a lambo My tongue twister twist tongues having your tongue tryna be Rambo Transformantions in your mindset have me realising you just needed to be Like how you were at the time in order to be the puzzle piece That I need To be TLP Coz without you there wouldn't have been no me Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah I told myself I was destined for great things Time to convince you to feel the same things comparing to mentally damaged inflicted but the doubt's a demon leave you feeling like you doing the wrong sh** for your wellbeing wrong sightseeing wrong intentions wrong investments If you understood even half of my words I'm sure you could relate To this battle where I go against what many see as my so called fate They tell me I'm good and all But I know they just waiting and betting to see the day when I call It quits I would never because if I did I'd be full of sh** Like these whack a** emcees I attack with this [Chorus] I'm just me Nothin special they agree,(f** yall) Was feeling sh** until I wrote this Now my mindset is potent [Repeated throughout] k** yall n***as...I,I,I I k** yall n***as Anything I drop's gonna leave you dead Because I'm on the highest height,cloud 10 [Outro verse] Its one way(one way) or another I'm about to set some vod Kaaa all up in a miller,(all up in a miller) I'd like to see you hold me back While I walk with pappa johnny and my n***a jack Cook me up a Storm,yeah yeah yeah! Just to get a n***a n***a n***a all up in his groove Just relax girl,I'll make the first second and third move Just spilling truths Enjoy da night Enjoy it while my vision is bright I'm the most stable,others f**ed up on that sprite But in spite of all the BS I'm well aware of your beauty Yes oh yes I like you to infinity not just mesmorised by that booty You wanna know me huh? The element and essence of suprise Is allowed In fact its welcome I don't know if you know how far from The heart you trully shot As a man pride is all I've got And I'm willing to throw that all out Maybe dance with her Its a definite if you surround me with music and liquor If I had a vast choice I'd still pick her Let me be her n***a And all in all the rest will fill between these thin walls Yeah So I still ask what's the meaning of life... [Next Track] [Verse 1] Just cut loose like there's some ties around your neck Acknowledge nothing else Just booze,smoke,more smoke and respect I don't see nothin wrong with a lil' bump and grind f**ing great nyt When you wish to press rewind Like girl you dam fine No commitment just for the day I'm yours and you're mine At times my b**h a** feelings have me feeling way more committed than I wanna be As the space grows smaller between us Feels like a bond stronger than trust But that's as innocent as my relations get Flirting with my own n***a's chick And what's worse is I nearly got the b**h But I pulled out last second Real n***a until the end I gotta mention Even when I get my f**ing mansion And up at it from your low standings you're standing and staring! Successful me they gonna start caring When I get royalties off the sh** that I'm swearing The swag that I'ma be wearing The dopplegangers copycatting The flashes that be glaring Effortlessly get girls fanning [Chorus] Uhh n***a don't talk with me Unless you planning to reach the top with me Girl on top of me I just be getting my sh** right My dreams be coming true, now I ain't gotta sleep at night Uhhh,we reach the climax of the night(x4) [Verse 2] Stumbling In my head I feel like I'd be mumbling If I were to be in my normal volume so I'm speaking at the volume of my voice when I'm on stage Battling to see which one of us truly belong in a cage In this game I refuse to fail Refuse to never stand up when I bail Get up and better myself Hitting the bad stuff hard,still walking straight though,I ain't need no help High as a kite Eclipsing my light With yall I tend to fight For doing sh** that ain't right Now I'm doing this sh**,with my f**ed up sight Hoping I recover enough to seem sober for the night Gotta lie to many people to avoid the judgemental thoughts I don't know why I give a f**,but a f** is what I give and I got So I'm constantly tryna put a smile on everyone else's face And I only get to embrace The happy moments when my minds too faded to think about sh** Na I'm just playing,this lifestyle's bad for you kid Don't ever imitate Do not copy the way we celebrate Gotta meditate And fully recollect my values and sh** But before that gimme another hit [Chorus] Uhh n***a don't talk with me Unless you planning to reach the top with me Girl on top of me I just be getting my sh** right My dreams be coming true, now I ain't gotta sleep at night Uhhh,we reach the climax of the night(x4)