TisTrinn - Existence is Pain Ghostbur’s Song lyrics

{verse 1} I've been ghosting around this rugged town Wondering what it is that went down 'cause everyone is pointing their fingers at me So my memory must've gone hazy 'cause people i don't know are saying they've been hurt by me But i can't recall most of anything {verse 2} Everyone is saying that i went mad So why the hell don't i feel bad I don't believe it i couldn't have been like that I don't wanna be the bad guy Hide away and forget all the bad times What is it i need to apologies for? A revolution, betrayal, or war I can't bear to listen to this anymore {verse 3} But i'm trying to remember I remember when i fell in love And i remember watching my son grow up I remember my brothers when we were young And i remember the feeling of air in my lungs I remember fighting for a nation Claiming victor and everyone cheering I remember a revolution But everyone's saying that i went crazy And i remember an explosion of sound and light and colour And i remember a blade And the face of my father {verse 4} Why am i so cold? Why am i so cold, to you? {outro} Existence is pain Existence is pain