Tip The Van - Let's Say lyrics

It's been so long since I saw you last But it was hard to remember all the things But that's between us And how I thought that if I didn't give enough Then I wouldn't give a f** about you And I still see you from time to time But it's tilted and awkward and it's hard to see past My own fears and how I'm feeling unsteady Unsteady about this I've got so far to go but I can't see the light, can't see the light [2x] We keep falling back into our patterns Chasing apparitions and ghosts in the hall Over and over I remember what you said And how it ended up you didn't care about me at all I try to untangle my mind from the bed sheet Try to ignore the memories of sweat and heavy breathing Oh how I loved you then Oh how my heart beats for you every night I've got so far to go but I can't see the light, can't see the light [2x] When you put a cap over me I can't breathe it's safe Combust into pieces Let's say it's easier for us to creep away then say But then I need you around And it's tough when I can't get enough I can't breathe I crave you night and day Every time I pull my hair out Every time I shout your name Where is this getting me? I've got so far to go but I can't see the light, can't see the light [6x]