Tiny Kingdoms - Tornado Season lyrics

Held my breath for a while now Praying to see something worth the wait Lungs burst open, stomach hollowed out It took so much to realize I was awake We were a team of cynical black lungs Daughters, sons, wild lashing tongues Hoping to find a better way in to something good You left and claimed you found love among fiends Fever dreams, and cowardly machines Telling yourself you've never felt more free It's the pressure of this violent estate Rip out all your insides just to give those monsters a good taste The warpaint's been off for a while now We had the heart but lacked strength in our hands But I'll stay close until the sun burns out And hold on tight until you catch your breath Then let me down So calm me down Calm me down Calm me down It always echoes and overwhelms me Saying, “You've gone and changed You've gone and changed” I've been cheated and lost the base of my architecture Well, I need some sleep, I need some distance The pit in my chest has stayed so persistent I've lost my peace and I'm nonexistent And it's always the same