Tim Terner - Leaving: Jealous Voicemails lyrics

Leaving/Jealous Voicemails - Tim Terner [Leaving] I set down I let down I get down I said My halo be losing shimmer located over my head And I'm out of life lines see I'm running out of time To devise plan so we all get out alive And I'm worried bout the future, see my momma I might lose her, liver causing me to puke, my girl practice karma sutra With another man, better off, with a thousand grand, swimming pool, with some sand , who whipping a brand new Benz See I'm lacking concentration, from phases that I repent, never caught up in some dumb sh**, faced some problems I've prevent Let em walk, keep moving Tryna block my improvement Been elusive since a student, refuting my screws looseness Introducing two bit rappers right to my boot tip Knowledge Terminal, and I'm nervous to scratch the surface Verses wordless, worst ain't' even worthless Running a burnish circuit til my sermon break the thermos Pace of the great race while Facing hazy sensations My curse is something you'd worship, absurd, but I'm probably worth it I could have the answer to life an still feel uncertain So f** you if you're trying to hate on me with no purpose Me an my girl on that Clyde and Bonnie sh** And I would change the color of the sky if she wanted it I'd f**ing grab a ladder, start claiming with a paintbrush A lot of people talking and hating because they ain't' us b**h I told you I'm the rapping Johnny Depp Up to the neck respect, hotter than the barrell of a tech, said I come correct with the style what I'm saying, done waiting being patient, spray a Hollywood facelift, kids playing on the pavement And this might be the sh** that helps me make it But I'd rather be faceless than be famous So I'mma keep on spazzing, like an addict when he blasting Attacking like every track like battle of acrobatics I'm smacking these little rappers who laughing claiming they trapping, relax and go back to basics, belong in your fathers basement Put your mixtape up on a playlist blast it while no listens Keep wishing that you'll be heard and keep focusing on ambition Cause really that's all you got, nobody gives a f**, until you turn it all around, work until the sun come up Make a tape, then promote, f** it, go and get a show When it works out, breathe, you did it own your own .. [Jealous Voicemails] "Do you believe in fate?" She said, fishing on a boat in her dads lake See the deepest people faint, while the weakest people change You stand to remain, separated from the chain What would happen if I kissed you? Would you act the same as if I dissed you? Smile back acting like, psyched I said I missed you? Or slap me in face and leave from the sh** we been through I can't tell This place might as well be hell What are you doing tonight, cause it sure would feel right if you sent an invite, hoping it all ends well This lady is illegal, known to get me high until I'm see through, nervous when I meet you Swear I stop breathing, like her smile cut, bleed through my jacket Openly attracted, I need to breathe you in like a f**ing asthmatic Can't stop thinking bout the time you let me grab it Baby let me have it Promise with me you'll never see a need to panic Panoramic camera, capture all the details I'll be the reason that your knees fail I'll be the breeze to your free sail You're just the puzzle i can piece well I'd Do some things for you sh**, I'd do whatever you tell me to You, got me like the Beatles to the warmth sh**, Baby you're the needle to my arm On an 8 month binge, contemplating quitting, get me tossed off a bridge But I act like I know what it is, afraid to let her go She a high that I would miss This b**h But now She got me f**ed up Suffering from dumb luck sh** this girl really got my heart f** -------