Tim Goddard - Live On lyrics

Verse 1 Still not real to me Still feels like your here-really And i don't mean lingering eerily Just life keeps going by easily Like your still away on holiday Cause everyday all is okay And thats something i feel ashamed to say Cause since that may, should be dismayed Makes me thinks i don't miss you Till i realise it's not true Being fine with life's no issue In fact its even more credit to you, break through Maybe i can be alright with that Cause you provided my habitat So enjoying myself theres no harm in that Won't watch the way i act like I'm a democrat Know whatever i do id make you proud Which endeavour i choose, who I'm around Whether its with sound, like i do now In the background or world renowned Never thought i could deal with this Now the thing i love helps me deal with it I channel you through my music And help someone else to deal with there sh** I know that I will still miss you Sometimes i still need a tissue On nights that are hard to get through Never appreciated when you come to my room Just to make me kiss you Yet unfortunately life continues Even though sometimes i don't want it to And i feel more than just blue When depression sets in it can take a hold Makes me think i don't want to grow old Life being cruel is the only thing I know When I'm in that state i just can't be told But then i come back again When i channel those feeling through my pen Whether I'm writing angry like an argument To ignite the fire inside like an arsonist Or calm and collected To make sure the words are effective To break me from the dark place I'm in after feelings have manifested So i say some words to get me out that place Like a prayer but you know i don't have faith Came to me one night, so appropriate So these words to you, i dedicate Chorus People don't die But the they don't go to heaven The memory's that are in my mind The legacy they leave behind People don't die But the they don't go to heaven The memory's that are in my mind The legacy they leave behind Which lets them live on Which lets them live on Which lets them live on Which lets them live on Verse 2 Been over a year without you here d**h is something I no longer fear No longer scare that if i disappear Id leave nothing behind to be revered And recently my mind is clear As long as i persevere With what ever i do, whatever my career Make sure I'm being honest and sincere As longs as one person feels inspired That should be all thats required Fame and wealth isn't what is desired Cause i once heard a phase that should be admired Life is a river , And people are the pebbles Thrown into the water, Creating ripples Effect the water around them, flowing from the middle Till the current takes over, allowing the water to settle The moment is fleeting Which adds beauty to the meaning Can't stop the ravine careening The only thing i need is For people know To throw more stones Once I go