I am reckless with my soul Broken and defeated by the things I can't control I have given up so many things for a hope when I die That these heaven-seeking promises weren't lies Oh, God of Mercy, You have told me I could put it in Your hands Do you really think I can? And if I had everything I want, would I keep falling down? Would I keep falling down? So here I am learning to cast aside all of my desires, all of my desires I am restless in my soul Stealing their affections, tryin' to fill an endless hole I have cried alone so many times 'Cause I can't feel your love I remember when you used to be enough Oh, God of Mercy, so they tell me I can put it in Your hands Do you really think I can? So are You even real Or am I afraid to feel scared of what I'll find? That when I cried to you, called it true In the end will it be that I wasted all my time? But with all these doubts I'm offering to leave it all behind