If I had a dime, for every time I've been in trouble this decade I'd buy myself a boat And make one wish Lord I'd set it in the river, and I'd just drift Cause when I close my eyes all I see are flashing lights And they're coming for me Told them that I'd changed Told em that I've gone clean But they don't believe me If I could have that boat, boy I'd drift away You'd see the last of me I'd leave everything, and float downstream Yeah, yeah I'd just be Cause when I close my eyes all I see are flashing lights And they're coming for me Told them that I'd changed Told em that I've gone clean But they don't believe me Christ almighty, I just wanna be left alone I did my time ten years down If I could have that boat, it'd be my home Yeah, it'd be my way out Cause when I close my eyes all I see are flashing lights And they're coming for me Told them that I'd changed Told em that I've gone clean But they don't believe me If I don't drown I'd never be found