Tight Lungs - Rock Solid Sky lyrics

I never thought I would let it get this far, Just an ending to losing everything I loved. (I loved) No guts left to throw up, No gods left to believe in. I was left alone down here for so long. (So long) How could I expect to fix this? The d** and alcohol mixed with A decaying mind, under a rock solid sky And not knowing their voices apart from mine. My eye has seen our rocky grave extends, Holes in my mind are increasingly gaping. Am I not a man of God? If I was created in his self-image, then tell me what went wrong? Where were you to help my Mom? I pretend you are real to hear how much I hate you. Am I not a man of God? If I was created in his self-image, then tell me what went wrong? Lost touch with right from wrong, I've lost years to this, I've lost years to this. I saw it in their eyes, they meant every word they said. I'm so afraid that I am just the same. Fight with these voices, but then again I can't tell the difference between me and them. What you seek lies In the shafts beyond this collapsing of the sky. And if you look closely, so do I. Hide and seek turned to seek and hide And I buried them here beneath the rock solid sky. We are not the same, Am I the same? I can feel the walls closing in, Tunnels turning in confusion. Find out how far removed you truly can be. Hide and seek turned to seek and hide And I buried them here beneath the rock solid sky. We are not the same, Am I the same?