Tiger Magic - What Goes Around Comes Around lyrics

Got a call at 5 p.m. You were in intensive care Daddy said you had a nervous breakdown 'cause he couldn't deal with the situation No accusation! But mum gave me the real radical facts. Suicide attempt. insulin. pain-k**ers. Paradoxical. toxical. You wrote a farewell letter by saying you're sorry And that you love us – But you can't live in this f**ing world anymore. Epic fail. You're still here. Do you realize? I asked why And got this rhetoric answer: 'cause life s**s. Yeah..right way to solve problems! What was your intention? Disappearing forever? Asking for help? Silent but ma**ive cry for help! Now..you reject. Wasted effort! Today your life seems to be normal again. Work, friends, ideal of beauty. Lead a perfect life for the ones around. Facade? truth? Suppression. What goes around comes around Assume responsibility! And live with the consequences. Welcome to life. But who am I telling you how life works?! Sorry, I exceed the limits. For me you changed everything. And nothing will be as it was before. Hardness and ignorance are reality now. Probably my behavior will have fateful consequences Like yours did But I do not know how I can defeat being angry and embittered.. One wish: making your deed undone. Impossible. But "never underestimate the impossible".. I'M so SORRY for giving up and treating you like that But you wanted me to live my life without you?! Now I know: suicides are egoists. And I got nothing left to say.. Currently.