Thundrbird - While She Sleeps lyrics

[Verse 1] Lost control of everything no going back We're all running on the wrong track The mirror is filled with fog Lost sight of reality, the shock No need to bring up the future just thrown It won't change it's written in stone All memories are fading All respect is evading Gotta take these pill to make it feel ok To live life you gotta pay Am i going up or going down It's getting dark in this town Time to find the cure to growing older We all know, figure it out cold shoulder Get back to your family we know you'll be missed When my family's trying to get rid of me in the midst Can't cover it up this isn't a conspiracy This is just me with my creativity So don't blame me for being me Telling me to drop dead nice activity Long shot with this lost cause give up the negativity I'm sippin' in my car waiting for you never wanted it to end up like this Looks like i gotta bad selectivity [Hook] While she sleeps Feeling empty inside Only will last for a bit The d** are over there Back to the dark hole Back to the drinking She left my side Like i'm ready to die [Verse 2] In the end we don't know what we're doing Making the wrong choices is sadly what we're pursuing Spilling blood for the wrong reasons, the d**h does us apart Gotta start over and move the mountains lets take charge I never thought i'd be doing this sh** so clean Listen closely my senses are so keen I've been dead for too long it's f**in' hazardous Bring my mutha f**in life back like i'm lazarus Sirens are going off i'm already dead I guess i should've paid attention ahead The only time you'll see me sad is in my grave But even then i'll have a tombstone with a gold engrave Live til i die, hell yeah that's a no brainer Unless you're living a lie, what are you, a fake entertainer? The only way i know is straight ahead Can't go back so why think about it when you're dead? I knew it was you all this time so why don't you listen? Just stay with me and i'll prism your vision [Hook] [Verse 3] I'm nothing close to being normal Came straight from the sky i'm paranormal With a different way of thinking never human But that doesn't matter cuz i'm here to illumine The whole world as a matter of fact My core thoughts can never be tracked Everyone in my family didn't want to care The only times they were there were rare Like i knew nothing about everybody in town That's cause i would always get shot down Iv'e lived always lived my life by DIY So i'll be fine when i'm XXI Most things won't get any better than this Most of my life all i wanted was a kiss Well i got that and nothing feels different Most people around me are all acting ignorant There are somethings about me you'll never see Even though for most of my life i just gave you a key You are whatever you want to be just believe Lay me down i want to get some f**in' sleep [Hook]