Thundrbird - Rain lyrics

[Verse 1] Don't know why I ever started Did she care before being departed If I could go back in time maybe I'd never write a verse Too bad I can't change my past and adverse The time was wrong it got so bad Talking all this sad nothing made me glad I picked up the knife right to my throat Couldn't think of some bullsh** quote Surrounded by fake friends and real lies No one to talk to who could realize She was over it like the next best song But I'm not about to sing along It was more than just her on my mind Talking about life like is there a reason to f**in' rhyme? Pick up that knife again and I'll be homicidal Made a couple songs just enough to made fun of But I didn't care at the end of the day I felt love Just to get it off my chest Trying to get that chick to undress Write a dumb song Not like the pain will be gone You never gave a sh** But I thought you gave it quick Just another lie on your resume But I'll never pay [Hook] But when the rain clears I'll be there till the very end for years The thunderstorm is just a distraction No more apologies for just a reaction So follow me just like its maxim Whatever happens i'm the phantom You feel me baby i've been waiting for you Everything's going bad, don't know what to do [Verse 2] I take to long to worry about the past f**ed up on something that doesn't last I'm on the inside looking out Seeing what i made filled with doubt Then i look to my side, haunted Doing all this sh** is all i ever wanted Coming out of the ashes burning the past there's no roof I thought i was dead inside but i realized the f**in' truth I'm more than i thought i was so f** em all My mental state is growing like i'm never gonna fall Life revisioned like i have a third eye Not gonna die, so why should i live high Tomorrows burning like i set the fire I already poured out the gasoline and here's my lighter Trying to burn all the painful reminders While life's going down like some recliners Light is so strong it burns my eyes I can't act like its a surprise I'm living in an unknown world watching the moonrise Waited long enough it's my time to arise [Hook] I know what to do