Thundamentals - Ivy lyrics

I thought that I was dreaming When you said you loved me The start of something I had no chance to prepare I couldn’t see you coming The start of something I’d love to hold your hand again I want to feel the warmth between my fingers First sign of Spring, scorching heat of Summer Autumn through to Winter, ignore it all Sleeping underneath the covers I want to wake up every morning with you I want to make love until the afternoon I miss you more than just this picture Hidden in my memory, tattooed Every time I think of something real I always start with you (Some nights I see you with your girlfriend) I love it when you’re happy I remember when you told me about your business How you thought you’d have to give up But you didn’t, now it’s bigger Just like f**ing magic I miss you smiling at me, from across the room I miss being apart of something cool With somebody like you I don’t want to be a stranger Really what would that do If I could see through walls I would see you faking If you could see my thoughts You would see I face it I wish we could talk but it wont help I don’t want to be a stranger I thought that I was dreaming When you said you loved me The start of something I had no chance to prepare I couldn’t see you coming The start of something I could hate you now It’s quiet alright to hate me now And we both know that deep down the feeling Still deep down is good Cause I’m just tryna write a love song Still a singer with the sweet melody You were 18 and I was 23 It was destiny, but this is my apology I couldn’t see what’s right in front of me The forest for the trees I probably haven’t been As onto it as I coulda, shoulda, woulda Had it from my problems with my hood up Just know it wasn’t you I was running from my past My reflection in the mirror Had me s**ing on a flask And that liquor burden switched up When we went in for that scan Held your hand as the doctor said We got a little man It was growing in your stomach Silhouette up on the screen I want you to know I loved him But it wasn’t meant to be Heavenly Father Keep an eye out for my son And my Pops, to my Mum She don’t know that you’re the one Understand I’m gonna be a better lover and a friend Even if it doesn’t last I still love you till the end You ain’t a kid no more We’ll never be those kids again I thought that I was dreaming When you said you loved me The start of something I had no chance to prepare I couldn’t see you coming The start of something I could hate you now It’s quiet alright to hate me now And we both know that deep down the feeling Still deep down is good I thought that I was dreaming When you said you loved me You say you love me