Thumb - Haunted lyrics

I never wanted this in the first place, had I known better, I wouldn't have lost my face, cause I'm not a s**er to the chances of disgrace, but I wouldn't be here, wouldn't fill this space. But can it justify to be a split-tongue guy with a split personality, musicly, lyricly, can't you see that everything that I'm about derives around honesty...honestly! I wasn't made, don't even like the trade, sometimes you've you gotta pay in order to get paid, I paid my dues, now I don't wanna choose, 'cause everything i stood for is everything I lose, everything I stood for is everything I lose...so I lose...don't make me choose...! Haunted by the ghosts I called upon...he was haunted ! I'm not a two headed man , a monster in a can, not a jekyl and hyde, I guess I never had a plan, what this would turn into, but now I begin to understand all the sh**, that the others have been through. I'm not a living dead with a zipper in my head...open me up to find out where I'm at, cause I'm my own creation, my frankenstein, so check the situation, 'cause it's about time that someone understood what I'm going through. I'm living through my worst ever dream come true, i'm living through my worst ever dream come true...so come true...my dream comes true !