Throats - Something Low From This Way Comes lyrics

Things couldn't get any worse in my heard I have no control over anything in my life There is no satisfaction in admitting anything at all f** I get all my inspiration from the worst of places From cynics, to cheats and thieves I'm growing into something I never want to meet Confining myself into my insecurities Confiding myself with my in-secure self Heroes learn to die young I get all my inspiration from the worst of places Don't ask what's wrong with me Awkward silence is easy to believe I've already marked the pages I never want to read