i sit here clutching useless lists and keys for doors that don't exist i crack my teeth on pearls i tear into the history just show me what it means to me in this world 'cause i am due for a miracle i'm waiting for a sign i'll stare straight into the sun and i won't close my eyes 'til i understand or go blind i see the parts but not the whole i study saints and scholars both no perfect plan unfurls do i trust my heart or just my mind why is truth so hard to find in this world yeah in this world 'cause i am due for a miracle i'm waiting for a sign i'll stare straight into the sun and i won't close my eyes 'til i understand or go blind i know that there's a point I've missed a shrine or stone i haven't kissed a scar that never graced my wrist a mirror that hasn't met my fist but i can't help feeling that i'm due for a miracle i'm waiting for a sign i'll stare straight into the sun and i won't close my eyes