Threshold - Will To Give lyrics

i thought you weren't contagious i thought i owned my inner-self you offer, now i forget the reason i can't have as you try hard to please me this need turns to greed down inside i touch the hand of my sickness and feel my faith divide if i said i would, would you care? would you take me there? and feed my desire with your will to give a distant storm and the lightning strikes the pouring rain feels warm tonight thunder echoes and the lesson begins as one more time you take me in but i look back at you and think of all the things i should have said and done but i can't talk no i can't talk i try to hide myself from shame and try to share the blame for what i've done what have i done? now i said i would, do you care as you take me there i taste my first time and now i can't turn away i lie to myself like a man trying to understand as you change my life with your will to give i see disgrace and it's looking back at me blame my desire for lies i live and breathe begin again though the hardest part to take behind my eyes you still remain i thought you'd understand when you took me there the hardest part to take you still remain