Thousand Lanterns - Negative Space lyrics

Push me into oblivion Where my disaster introverts Hope when I die I finally spiral Self destruct thru a super nova Leave no distance Between time and space Geotaggin' across the universe/ Forbidden grace Hope when I smile You read words I can't say Caught between fear and enlightenment Autistic buddha chants for peace It ain't hard to hear Just hard to see Like I'm reduced to a fraction of self But when you stepped into this just a fraction of self All of my subconcious knows it's hell Figure 8's sideways As I count down to my departure Cardiac arrested development & My heart turned into a particle I can't find my sense Nor my dearest friends left behind to fight all of these Hallograms that haunt me/ Close my eyes still they're daunting Defeated again by/ hook: Save me from these snakes and sheeps and wolves/ All of these shapes that steal my courage Pray you know my intents Subtle as my lazy eye All I could wish for, Love letters to the child inside Momma was a hard rock Hiding a gem Poppa was an equation not even He could comprehend I could never get comfortable Couldn't even sleep right Older I grow/ More detached from my third eye Take away these drum tracks It's just me speakin' to higher frequencies Art an advocate I never had But uhh, we collective virus Makin' copies of DNA codes To mold a more perfect whole Well, Solo caen Oh how I feared home, Got lost in bottles & I got lost in hatred But it was all just a figment of my imagination hook: Save me from these snakes and sheeps and wolves/ All of these shapes that steal my courage Gun to my head Evacuate my thought process No matter where I roam We starin' at same sun, moon & stars Still writin' in pure form Jails keep your bars/ I ain't want none of that/ Mainstream fame My heart's too confused to maintain hate Just wanna retire my moms She's been working since the 10th grade & Every man she loves Seems to leave more scars Like kick down one's with purest heart ‘Cuz you couldn't get none of that/ None of that/ So bizarre how it goes From me recording in my room To keep my sanity/find the peace in me/ To y'all sayin' you feelin' it Since you seen that untitled video/ You loved life & ain't intent on k**in' it No more, I pray for no more hook: Save me from these snakes and sheeps and wolves/ All of these shapes that steal my courage