This Providence - Contradictions lyrics

so hard to say this to you once again my love fell through how could i do this to you the last time i promised you and you say "theres so much that i see when you are not around me so many words that you say are contradictions and how could you say you love me when you dont even seem to find me and i just want to set you free of these addictions" you cry as i tell you when did i why did i how could i i sigh as i tell you all the things i used to do and you say "theres so much i didnt see when you are not around me so many words that you said were contradictions and how could you have said you love me when there were all those things i couldnt see well i knew that there was something up with you" something wrong something not right [x4] is there anything i dont see when you are not around me are any words that you say contradictions and do you still love me now well i dont understand how you forgive me somehow of these convictions and you forgive me endlessly but i dont think that you understand all this and love me unconditionally but i know ill learn from this [x2] i know i learned from this [x4]